Wednesday, May 26, 2021

ELECTRIC CHAIR OR FIRING SQUAD

 In years past some states in the U.S. offered convicted criminals their choice of method of capital punishment.  Utah, for instance, once offered a choice of lethal injection or firing squad.  

Amgen's Prolia similarly offers me a choice!  

I can choose to stay ON Prolia and lose my eyesight to macular degeneration, which has already begun, as noted in this blog at:

 http://www.joansbackbonedisaster.com/2020/03/will-i-have-any-vision-in-2020.html;

Or, I can get OFF Prolia and risk painful fractures in addition to the ones already occasioned by a short delay in receiving a Prolia shot.   

 http://www.joansbackbonedisaster.com/2018/12/prolia-prescribing-information-from.html

The question is: what do I do now?    None of the doctors have good answers for me!   And when I call Amgen at their information number (800-772-6436), their response is, for the most part: "Ask your doctor!"

(Note added October 22, 2022) I since learned that the information my doctor gave me was incorrect.  The macular degeneration for which I am being treated is NOT because I am on Prolia.  It is because I have osteoporosis! 

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Monday, May 24, 2021

AMGEN CALLS MAY 24, 2021

On May 24, 2021, at around 12:30 p.m., I received a telephone call from a representative from Amgen named "Sara" calling from 866-264-3650,  responding to an earlier call I had made asking for some information. 

(Calling this number gets a recorded message that this is Amgen's "call back" line.  The number I've usually used to call Amgen is  800-772-6436) 

"Sara" called to say they had some publications answering my questions but could not give them to me, only to my doctor.  

I said I wanted it sent to me.  She said she would "talk to her supervisor," so watch this space.    

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NEWER WORDS FOR AN OLDER HAZARD

I never thought I'd have an opportunity to use my graduate work in linguistics in connection with this Prolia debacle, but I believe the time has come to coin a few new words!  

It simply takes too long to sum up what Prolia did to me when sharing this with family and friends who are horrified at my current condition -- in pain most waking hours because of multiple vertebral fractures, threatened with blindness from macular degeneration in both eyes, dealing with unsightly and annoying skin eruptions, etc., all, my doctors tell me, "adverse effects" of Prolia!

So perhaps getting some new words into circulation would be helpful.  Maybe Amgen could use these words too!  Always looking to help!

After all, words like "Prolia" or even "osteoporosis," do not just fall from the sky.  Someone coined them, and I could certainly do so as well.  

Here are just a few words I coined.  Because they are not (yet) in standard dictionaries, here are some examples of how they may be used in a sentence:

1. Prolifrax.  Defined as one or more fractures incurred either because of Prolia intrinsically, or because of its mismanagement, as when doctors mistakenly delay an injection.   

A sentence: When my bone doctor retired and the new doctor’s office said he could not see me to get my Prolia shot on time, I suffered three painful Prolifrax.


2. Prolidol.  From the Latin word dolor, and defined as pain associated with the the drug Prolia, both used as directed as well as mismanaged.                         

A sentence: Each day I deal with Prolidol, both because of the physical pain from multiple vertebral fractures (or Prolifrax), as well as the emotional pain of losing my active life.  



3.  Proliblind: Defined as vision loss associated with Prolia.

A sentence: I hope the macular degeneration in both eyes that my doctor says resulted from Prolia will not leave me Proliblind. 


4. Proliderm: Defined as skin lesions resulting from Prolia.  

A sentence: My dermatologist told me the unsightly and uncomfortable rashes on my midsection, or Proliderm, were side effects of  Prolia.  But because the Prolidol caused by Prolifrax render beach outings impossible now, unsightly Proliderm is less of a problem. 


For those interested in how new words get into English, here's an interesting article! 

http://thehistoryofenglish.com/issues_new.html 

I hope readers will find this helpful!

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Saturday, May 22, 2021

AFRAID OF DYING?

If you are afraid of dying, I would recommend PROLIA.

This drug could make you wish you were dead! 

Between constant pain whenever I'm walking or even standing, plus the prospect of blindness, painful dental complications, disabling fractures, irritating skin problems, and everything else this horrendous drug has done to destroy my life, I would cheerfully pay Amgen what shots of Prolia cost for the rest of my life if they could give me a way to get off this devastating drug without more damage than it has already caused.   

It would be the greatest deal of my lifetime! 

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Friday, May 21, 2021

PROLIA AND VISION -- MUST I CHOOSE BETWEEN LAME OR BLIND?

On Thursday, May 20, 2021, I had my regular checkup and treatment at Illinois Retina Associates, a team of M.D. ophthalmologists specializing in conditions of the retina, the part of then eye that actually does the "seeing."   

I first saw these retina specialists in June, 2019, referred by my regular ophthalmologist who had noticed, during a routine examination, a condition called wet macular degeneration in my right eye.

The retinal specialist told me I had macular degeneration in BOTH eyes!  There was the more advanced retinal degeneration in my right eye as noted above, but also an earlier stage, dry macular degeneration, in my left eye as well.  

Untreated I could lose some or even all of my vision.   So every few weeks I receive injections of the drug Eylea, INJECTED IN MY RIGHT EYE, to counter this condition which affects the part of the eye that actually does the "seeing."  While these injections are scary, I am profoundly grateful that this treatment exists!   

The more recently diagnosed dry macular degeneration in my left eye can, at this point, be addressed with nutritional supplements (the AREDS vitamins sold over the counter in drugstores) in hopes that it will not mature to the more serious wet macular degeneration. 

According to the some doctors, my macular degeneration is most likely yet another "gift" from the osteoporosis drug Prolia, which I cannot stop without risking immediate, painful "withdrawal" fractures (which I have already suffered because of this!)  But others say the retinal condition is associated with the osteoporosis itself.

The treatment, as noted, for macular degeneration is periodic injections, via a NEEDLE IN THE EYE, of a drug called Eyleahttps://eylea.us.

Now I must have an injection in the eye about once a month, although that time may gradually lengthen somewhat if the disease does not progress.  

The doctor administering this is very skilled, but it is still unnerving to have someone clip your eye open and stick a needle in it!

Could  be scooping water from a leaky boat! As long as I am on Prolia will this macular degeneration continue.  Or is the macular degeneration related to the osteoporosis itself?     

However, I am grateful that there are treatments for both Wet and Dry Macular Degeneration.   If not cures, they at least may slow the progression.

I am already effectively lame from the ravages of Prolia and its earlier mismanagement at the University of Chicago.  Yet there seems to be no safe way off this horrific drug!                     ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Here is more about the relationship between Prolia (densumab) and macular degeneration:

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/32026309
and 

https://www.ehealthme.com/ds/prolia/macular-degeneration/

Here is an earlier post about he effect of bisphosphonate drugs on vision:  http://www.joansbackbonedisaster.com/2020/12/are-bisphosphonate-drugs-associated.html

And here is another  article about macular degeneration and a bisphosphonate drug for osteoporosis.  

https://www.ehealthme.com/ds/fosamax/macular-degeneration/#:~:text=Macular%20degeneration%20is%20found%20among%20people%20who%20take,also%20take%20medication%20Alendronate%20Sodium%2C%20and%20have%20Hypothyroidism

Now, more than ever, how I wish I had run screaming from the doctor's office years ago when Prolia was first suggested!   

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Tuesday, May 18, 2021

FORGOTTEN BUT NOT GONE: THE SOCIAL COST OF PAIN AND IMMOBILITY

ALONE! Forgotten but not gone.  That best describes me now, after years of pain and immobility associated with the University of Chicago's medical mismanagement of the osteoporosis drug Prolia.  

The Jewish commandment concerning bikkur cholim (visiting the sick) never seemed more relevant.*  

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bikur_cholim 

These lyrics from a popular song of years ago would seem to apply to health as well as to money!  

"Nobody Knows You When You're Down And Out"

Once I lived the life of a millionaire,
Spent all my money, didn't have any care.
Took all my friends out for a mighty good time,
Bought bootleg liquor, champagne and wine.

Then I began to fall so low,
Lost all my good friends, had nowhere to go.
I get my hands on a dollar again,
I'll hang on to it 'til that old eagle grins.

Because nobody loves you
When you're down and out.
In your pocket, not one penny,
And as for friends... you don't have many.

When you get back on your feet again,
Everybody wants to be your long-lost friend.
I said it straight without any doubt,
Nobody knows you when you're down and out.

Oh, nobody knows you
When you're down and out.
In your pocket, not one penny,
And as for friends... you don't have many.

When you get back on your feet again,
Everybody wants to be your long-lost friend.
I said it straight without any doubt,
Nobody knows you,
Nobody knows you,
Nobody knows you when you're down and out.


See more about this great song in this blog at:

http://www.joansbackbonedisaster.com/2021/02/when-youre-down-and-out.html

Hear a sound track at:

https://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/ericclapton/nobodyknowsyouwhenyouredownandout.html

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*Regarding Bikur Cholim or Visitation of the Sick. 

While this is indeed a commandment, the commandment to preserve life (Pikuach Nefesh -- saving a life) overrides it.  This means that if "in person" visiting is dangerous, other forms of "non-personal" contact and support should still be appropriate.   I discuss this at:

https://joanscovid19blog.blogspot.com/2021/01/bikur-cholim-in-time-of-covid19.html

That said, I cannot begin to thank those who have called and/or sent friendly e-mails, especially during these past months of pain and immobility.  I appreciate this more than words can say.

Saturday, May 8, 2021

SAVE OUR BONES REVEALS AMGEN/PROLIA MISLEADING VIDEO

The Save Our Bones post of May 8, 2021 reports the release of the National Osteoporosis Foundation (NOF) during Osteoporosis Awareness Month in May.    Be aware that NOF is largely industry sponsored, and the propaganda video below is funded by Amgen


Visit this link to read more about this misleading, Amgen-funded video:

https://saveourbones.com/dont-get-tricked-or-scared-by-this-big-pharma-propaganda-video/?ck_subscriber_id=202641095&utm_source=convertkit&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Weekend+Wisdom%3A+The+Appalling+Truth+Behind+Osteoporosis+Awareness+Month%20-%205814847

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Monday, May 3, 2021

PROLIA: LIKE AN ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP

BEING ON PROLIA IS LIKE BEING IN AN ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP! 

My relationship with Prolia began pleasantly enough when a trusted physician specializing in endocrine disorders and osteoporosis suggested that my osteoporosis which seemed unresponsive to changes in diet, exercise and appropriate supplements could be helped by a drug injected twice yearly.  

The drug was Prolia.  

I followed instructions for years, receiving injections of this drug on time every six months as directed, while continuing with diet, exercise and supplements as directed.  

And all went well.  Until it didn't!

As noted elsewhere on these pages, this doctor retired, and the new doctor's office staff, apparently not comprehending the importance of Prolia's "six month + five days" schedule, would not schedule my Prolia shot on time.   

This mistake, which I would call a medical clerical error, resulted in multiple vertebral fractures within days after that shot was due, leaving me with disabling pain to this day. 

Here is why I believe a Prolia regimen resembles an abusive relationship:

1. At first the abuser acts kindly, and entices a partner with loving words and acts.  

                                                   

2. But the abuser has a hidden side, a side demanding complete obedience, and when wishes or even whims are not precisely met, or even for no reason at all, that abuser responds with crippling violence!   

                                            

Similarly,  Prolia was introduced with medical reassurances (later reinforced by ads on prime time TV) that this was a good drug to avoid the painful consequences of osteoporosis. 

What was not included in these enticements -- except for tiny warnings either buried in professional inserts and/or in language failing to give clear warning to lay people, and certainly not in the information that I was given when I went on this drug or subsequently until it was too late -- is that Prolia itself and/or its mismanagement can cause all sorts of serious problems.  

Problems intrinsic to the drug itself include (but are not limited to) issues I've experienced, including macular degeneration in both eyes* that could lead to blindness, serious dental issues, as well as irritating skin problems.  

And, as noted above, this brief delay of a few days in receiving injections was quickly followed by painful and disabling multiple fractures.   

I now live with all of these distressing conditions, the most frightening being the prospect of blindness, which some doctors say is because I am on Prolia (but others say it is associated with the osteoporosis itself.  

Yet (as with the abuser who threatens even more harm should his victim try to leave the relationship) there appears to be no SAFE way off this drug!  

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*As I learned in 2022 from another retinal specialist, the eye condition is more likely related to osteoporosis itself, rather than to Prolia (as an earlier retinal specialist carelessly told me).    

Saturday, May 1, 2021

COINING A NEW WORD: PROLIFRAX

 I'm looking for a word that best expresses the painful fractures I've experienced, most likely associated with the drug Prolia and/or its medical mismanagement. 

The best I've come up with so far is "PROLIFRAX." 

It's simple, descriptives, and, I hope, easy to remember.  

Prolifrax may be associated with the medical mismanagement of Prolia, and/or even intrinsic to the drug itself in the sense of creating greater vulnerability for fracture.  

In my case, while medical mismanagement may have pulled the trigger, the drug Prolia itself loaded the gun! 

The result: painful, permanent Prolifrax


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