As I live EVERY SINGLE DAY with the pain resulting from the careless, inaccurate comments of the retina specialist Dr. Deluge, I cannot help but think of Hamlet as he considered taking steps to end his own pain. Thank you Poetry Foundation for making this available!
Wednesday, August 30, 2023
THE BARD SAID IT BEST!!!
Saturday, August 26, 2023
FLOOD DAMAGE
Today is Thursday, August 26, 2023.
I'm still in pain every single day of my life because of the flood of abysmally ignorant and/or careless medical advice purveyed by a medical specialist and discussed in other parts of this blog.
I keep hoping that time will bring relief, and that eventually I might go for a nice walk in good weather without the distraction of the flood of pain from the vertebrae which were fractured when a retina doctor -- who surely must have known better -- told me my retinal condition was because I was "on Prolia," when the correct answer would have been (as I later learned to my sorrow) that I had osteoporosis.
But this careless and inaccurate statement initiated a flood of events that have left me in pain and/or extreme discomfort for the past several years.
I'm back on Prolia now, but while this may forestall future damage, unfortunately the painful fractures that have already occurred - -vertebral fractures that cannot be set and which will never heal properly -- are still part of my daily life.
My choices: remaining immobile which is unhealthy in general and especially unhealthy for bones, or getting up and getting around despite the pain.
Despite the flood of pain I live with each day I take the latter road as much as I can tolerate.
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Wednesday, August 23, 2023
SO DAMNED SICK OF THE CONSTANT FLOOD OF PAIN!
I have some nice events coming up. Our Law Ladies Lunch will be next week, for instance. But the pain never goes away. And it puts a damper on so many events that should be enjoyable!
Besides the pain, I am never free of the sickening memory of how I actually believed that dumb-ass Dr. Timothy Flood who told me that the eye condition he was treating was because I was "on Prolia!"
That memory persists like a toad in the lemonade!
OK. So Dr. Timothy Flood was a total dumb ass!
But why was I such a dumb ass to actually believe him?
I should have turned and run right out the door when he said he didn't want to treat me because I was a lawyer and I would sue him!
That was the first time we met!
I had NEVER had a doctor say that to me before!
I should have paid attention and gotten out of that stinking situation ASAP!
I guess it never occurred to me that a medical doctor could be so unbelievably dumb - and/or uncaring!
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Sunday, August 20, 2023
A LONG OVERDUE RETIREMENT!
Ding-Dong! He won't be doing to others as he did to me!
I am writing this in September, 2023, and so many activities of daily living are still quite painful. I have to force myself to be active despite the pain!
I only wish his retirement would give him a taste of debacle his carelessness made out of mine!
Hopefully his careless, stupid language will not destroy anyone else!
Ding Dong he won't be doing to others as he did to me!!!
Friday, August 11, 2023
WHEN I SHOULD HAVE WALKED OUT THE DOOR
The first time I saw Dr. Timothy Flood he asked me what kind of work I did. I told him I was a lawyer. His response was surprising. He said he didn't want to treat me because I would sue him!
No doctor had ever said anything like that to me before. He wanted me to sign something to the effect that I wouldn't sue him, which of course I declined.
But in retrospect, after the damage his careless words caused me, I now believe I should never have let him come near me! Trying to reassure him that I wasn't interested in suing doctors was one of the stupidest things I ever did in my life. Instead, I should have grabbed my coat and walked right out the door!
I do not live a day of my life free of the pain his careless words and actions have caused me.
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Another Little Pain-Driven Verse
Friday, June 9, 2023
A Short Verse
Saturday, January 14, 2023
ABOUT THE REPETITION
I apologize for the repetition in this blog! I sometimes add posts when I am sad or in pain just to let off steam. I doubt many others read this blog. But if you are a visitor here, this may explain why there is so much repetition.
Maybe someday I'll sort it out and straighten it up, but for now, it is what it is. A place for me to deal with the sadness and anger I am experiencing at the loss of pleasant retirement years due to the painful damage resulting from the unbelievably irresponsible words that fell like a toxic flood from the from the mouth of a hyper-educated medical specialist who should have known better!
Today is Tuesday, August 8, 2023 -- a lovely summer day in Chicago. I now live in the senior apartment building where I moved not long ago, and today I might be enjoying long walks in the sunshine.
But while I do the best I can to get out and get moving, it is always with discomfort and even pain caused by the totally unnecessary iatrogenic (doctor-related) vertebral fractures discussed in this blog.
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